by Bentinho Massaro » Wed Dec 30, 2009 6:36 pm
Hey Lone Drifter,
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About Kundalini...
I have studied the subject for some time a few years back and I was into it with great intensity. After which I have to say that all the theories about kundalini and the chakra's are too detailed and delicate for any sane person to fully wrap his head around. You see, the most important knowledge in kundalini, in my opinion, is intuitive knowledge. It's all so personal and subtle that there are too many contradictions one will stumble across when studying kundalini. It's just a very personal matter, colored by culture and personal filtering.
So my advice to you would be to not necessarily drive yourself crazy with this matter. Rather, realize that any such process is in fact a part of nature and can therefore be accessed by an human being in one way or the other, naturally without needing to know anything about it and without even having to know it's name.
There is an interchangeable relationship between the raising of Kundalini and your general 'spiritual' development. In other words: If you mess around or meditate upon the chakra's sufficiently, this will bring about a change in how you see and deal with the world. Similarly if you change the way you see and deal with the world, that which you call chakra's are affected by this process in return. So in my experience there are two main ways to approach the rising Kundalini energy:
1) Meditate according to the best information you can find about it, do the practices as they are described and most of all, relax your desires around this and also trust your intuition! Or...
2) Simply relax your perception, your mind, and be present as the open awareness that you are. Continue to rest yourself as awareness until things become more and more clear and peace becomes natural and evident at all times. Be committed to this simple relaxing of all concepts.
I would suggest the second approach since it does not require any sophisticated knowledge nor does it require years of meditation and concentration. Also, the second approach is not dangerous to your body and mind, since you will be as open and present as you are capable of being. There is nothing you can over-do when all you do is simply relax your mind again and again and realize the perfect presence of awareness in which all endeavors are resolved and understood.
It's the most natural, easiest, quickest and most all-encompassing way I know of and have experienced. Kundalini as a phenomenon will also be overseen - with great clarity - to be simply another human creation/phenomenon occurring within perfect present open awareness. All thoughts and feelings you are having in regard to Kundalini, are included in awareness. If you rest as that simple Seeing, and start to rely on that and that alone as your primary source of inspiration and knowledge, you will be more than fine and your understanding will start to include the creation of kundalini. Additionally, all the things that you wish to get out of a Kundalini awakening will be satisfied in due time, naturally and gradually.
Love,
Bentinho.